Hello Dear Readers!
I know it has been a while since I have been on here! I had to hop on and share this quickly, while I am still in this energy ๐
As a little preface, I have recently been having lots of issues with my neighbor who moved in about six months ago. She has adult protective services involved because she is on psychiatric medication, she has had a lot of run-ins with not only me, but many many people in the building. I just happened to be the lucky one that is living literally so close to this woman that you can stand in front of my door and touch hers. This woman has come out of her apartment and put her phone in my face and started recording me simply for being in the hallway having a conversation with another neighbor, even threatened us that she was going to beat us with a hammer, because we were โtalking in front of her doorโ….. I called 9-1-1, the cops came and knocked on her door twice, she didnโt open it so they left ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ she will sometimes wait to hear my door open and open her door and stand in her doorway and just stand there staring at me, watching me…. one day she did that and I locked my door, had my dogs with me…. as I was walking by her door as she stood there staring, she stuck her middle finger in my face and screamed โnasty ass bitchโ at me and threw her door shut ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ she tries to keep anyone that is around her in a fear mentality…
So, the most recent incident with who I have so endearingly named โCuckoo Birdโ was the other day when I took my dogs out for a walk. Prior to taking them out, it was clear she was in a total psychosis, must have woke up in a state, because she came out of her apartment and screamed at my door to โstop touching her shitโ or something, come to find out later that she called my building managers and was yelling that someone went into her apartment while she was sleeping and moved her furniture around or some shit. ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ
Anyway, after I heard her go down the stairs I figured now would be a good time to take the dogs quick so I wouldnโt have to worry about her whipping her door open… and while we were outside she saw us. At first, she only said โwhy you always out here when Iโm out hereโ…. then she purposely waited until she got right next to me, got really close and said โI hope your dogs f*cking kill you.โ
I went and filed a police report that day… and that night is when I had this dream.
In the dream I was totally surrounded, at least ten people were all around me trying to hurt me at once… and I was doing moves that I have never ever done in my life…. the focus and precision I had in this dream was incredible! I was doing flying fan kicks at a running speed, kicking these guys in the face and with one single move they would go flying across the room…. skills that surprised me because I myself in this lifetime have never had these skills personally.
Tonight I found something out about a person in my family who recently passed away… before I was born and they were much younger they werenโt only just into karate but was a six time black belt ๐น๐น๐น This person and I did not end things on the best terms but they came to me later after passing with this guilty apologetic energy, and I closed my eyes and told them I forgave them… and now, they are teaching me FIRST HAND, their karate knowledge they have learned in their life to help me with self defense skills ๐ it makes me so so happy to see, because not only is this person being there for me, but it also showed me how healed they are now and how far their soul has come already since being in spirit ๐ And, it also shows that they are a very very strong soul ๐๐ช๐
Thatโs all for tonight my dear readers ๐๐น๐Sending you major love and light
